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2010-02-11T02:32:00.000-08:00

hey there by not update my blog for soo long time seh....last i update was like november i think..cuz i had no time of update due darh mcm busy gitukan ....now im free from school n attached..but still i miss my ITE mates so much..espically yati,shabby,atiqah,atikah,bella,wati,sasya and sue...been 3 months didnt meet up with them and i miss them so much...and i also miss my alethea n my boyfrend so much....

2009-11-08T10:02:00.000-08:00

sowie for not updating my blog cuz busy with my work everday day...it been to tired for me n i had no time to relax...it luck that ISETAN CRAZY SALES is end today and i damn super tired of being having overtime since last thursday..the first day of crazy sales start...i do enjoying but damn really2 tired....btol mostly i really do enjoy working there n my CA even told me i look so happy when they went for visiting us...i left with another two more week for my attachment to the end n i need to fing my full time job to help my family...
n lastly i miss my boyfriend so much...almost 2 weeks i didnt meet hym due my roster is very tight n having overtime alwys....:(

2009-10-20T18:56:00.000-07:00

i'm been to tired and been stress this few days....work getting more tiring everyday and i'm totally cant achieve it...sometimes i feel like not goin to work but i force myself to go if i sick or not...i didnt ever take mc or leave before since i start my attachment job...my job is very hard for me and sometimes i cant handle it...i need to learn more from my trainning teacher and my senior that i need to learn from...

2009-10-15T10:33:00.000-07:00

Hey PeePs...sowie i didnt update my blogger because duemof busy now with my school attachment and i'm too tired to blog...so i will update my blogger soon k...see ya

2009-09-15T23:42:00.000-07:00

Everythings getting more complicated evey each day...and getting me more upset cuz this coming sunday is hari raya aidilfitri....i need to ask forgiveness to my parents because i had do alot of mistake to them...espically my mother that who understand me always than my father...After that to my siblings,my cousins and my dearest friends that i hurt them alots...i gonna starting crying before asking forgiveness from them...but sometimes i do enjoy duringhari raya...but this year,i felt that i didnt celebrate hari raya cuz due to my attachment after one week of raya...i hope that my gf and bf understand y i didnt follow them for hari raya...i sowie k frends...next year we still can go ryte...

2009-09-12T06:55:00.000-07:00

hey babes...i will just post a short post only for today...
yester,aini breakfast at my place...she came here after work straight....imaging for far from tiong bahru to simei...it almost 1 hour journey to simei and it damn tired u know...than after the breakfast,i ask her to accompany me to tampines mall to do some shopping for hari raya...hehehe...i bought new shoe and new handbag yesterday...i spent total of almost 350....i bought new handbag at tampines one and high hill shoe at charles and keiths...after that i walk to aini block to meet his younger brother dayat and we slacked just behind her block until 11...when i reach home and told my mum i spend almost 350,she nagged at me and blabla...not every year i spent this much leh....so im happy now that handbag that i aim for i bought it aready...yipeeeee.......

2009-09-11T02:08:00.000-07:00

woohhoooo...finally the exam is over and i'm so super damn happy....no need to revise or remember and thing...all is gone and yiippeeeand how it the fasting month..we have beeen fasting for 21 days n it mean 21 ramadan now...it was so fast and i didnt feel like fasting at all...and2 just next week sunday,it was hari raya aidilfitri and other week of monday on the 28 september,start aready for attachment...i'm not ready for the attachment due i really lacked of experience....and i mostly hate to work at isetan parkway parade cuz the supervisor i didnt really into it that and cant get along with her that well....well,what to do..i been in aready lor at isetan katong and that was just my luck lor ppl say...

yesterday went to geylang with my two alethea ladies....it was really hot weather and really cant tahan larh seh....they follow me and accompany me bought baju kebaya and they choose it for me....it was very2 tiring day and damn freaking hot yesterday...than they went back home at 5.30 and i went to payah lebar control station to fetch aini because she following me to have break fast with my primary mates...it was damn irratating ah my primary mates...all changes alot and i really cant get along with them like last times...it was really damn fucking bored with them...

2009-09-07T22:30:00.000-07:00

hey everyone that i love...sorry for not updating my blog for so long due my computer is spoilt and now have change to the new computer...ohkay and let stay the post that i didnt post for so long time..ehehehehe....

BoyFreNd-He now been changing alot and i'm so happy with him..but still we do fight also but he is the only person that i love the most..now he resign from stereo lounge and now he is back at harrys bay at boat quay..i'm so happy that he at last resign that job...and now he working as pernormal and he is happy to go back there....he miss all his crazy frend at harrys..and last sunday was his birthday...i went to celebrate his birthday with him and he so happy because he didnt celebrate his birthday before with someone he loves..and this his first time he celebrate with me...i treat him watch movie and have our dinner at swensens...and lastly i gave him necklace before he went home..he was so touch that someone he loves the most remeber his birthday and his nwish came true...no matter what happen to him or between us,i will still love him cuz he is my one and only boyfrend that i last long with..i love u hubby...

GirlFrienD-I miss my girlfriends that like to talk blablabla always...the last meeting with them was last friday and it was fast nowsday...and even my ite mates..since the fasting month,all very the quite n i miss those laugh and gossip with them...

2009-08-14T08:00:00.000-07:00

hey2...sowie for not updating my blog for few weeks beause of the net problem n busy with some stuff and family...i'm to stress up nowdays because of my study...in few weeks time my exam is coming and some more attachment...i'm to lazy this day to go to school but i force myself just go..it not,my parents n my CA with scold me cuz of my attendance was very bad for this term..

aarrgghh....i need to study more harder so that i can get good point....i want to go higher nitec but due to my attendent and my study,can i???hmmm....

girlfriends....i love them to the max my ALETHEA...they are the one who bright my day when we meet up...and laast friday was our reunion day and we went to bedok pizzahut for our lunch..i eat a supreme pizza and it was so delicious...ALETHEA,can we have pizzahut again or ARNOLD???

boyfrend....we been good term for long time since the day we patch up together...and last thursday he fetch me at orchard after my interview at shaw house..and i'm so happy that my attachment will be at isetan tampines..yippeee...after that we went to sentosa for his interview at siloso beach...that after that we meet this friends and brother at vivo city..after that we headed to lau pa sat for our dinner...i ate alot of satay and bbq...his friend we shock saw me eating alot...they didnt know that i'm really a big eater...now i'm getting fatter and who care if i'm fat or thin..as long that someone is really care and love me is enough for me...at 8.30,we went to arab street for sheesha to celebrate sue birthday..picture will upload soon k...hehehe...than i sabotage her will coke with ice cream and ice onto her...she was so shirvering cuz of me...hahahaha...sowie ya birthday girl...

2009-08-09T11:30:00.001-07:00

i will be updating my blog soon k....n pic on last fri...

2009-08-02T10:06:00.000-07:00

it was fucking tired and horrible day la siak...it was damn bored for me cuz of one week mc...i was like half dead person on the last last thurs...my temperature was 39.5 to 40.4 on the fri morning...i was damn weak and my fever was goin up and down...but luckly i got 3 days of fever...the doctor gave me a wk mc and i was damn bored like hell at home nothing to do...and last wednesday i was working night shift from 6pm to 4am...it was damn tired and i was so sleepy on that day...i working at stereo lounge only if got and event...but on that day i work with my boyfrend,alot of incident happend betwwen us...the event start at 9pm n it was free float from 9 to 11.15pm...it was damn pack and i gone crazy with my customers...when i take and order from my customer,my boyfrend gone to the stereo lab and left me at the lounge...i was damn mad and i almost get molested at there...i told my boyfrend but he didnt believe because he say no eye witnesses...but one of the bartendar saw the incident and rerport to my assistant manager...when i told him that i got molested but he didnt want to belive because he will blah blah blah blah and so on...but when he saw this bartendar that he dislike talk to my assistant manager and tell her that i got molested,he scold me by not telling him...what fucking shit ah he...i told him aready but he say that i didnt tell me at all....we scream and shout at each other at the smoking area...but lucky this person call zack came and all stop...he didnt say sorry or anything to me and left me all alone n didnt send me...but lucky zack was driving and saw me crying near the carpark walking all alone and call me and send me home...thanks so much to him for sending me home or not i need to wait until the first train to start...and the nxt day i didnt when to school cuz i was overslept,tired and headache...in the afternoon he call me and say blah blah n blah5...i will always forgive him however his mistake is big or small...than on fri i went to sch and it was damn boredness....i was fcking sleepy due not enough of sleep and my mood swing...during s&w,my classmate was playing captain ball and they were totally good...after that i wait for katrina at the foyer and we go smoke together at the place that we always smoke..and after that we go back and i wait for hamballee at cityhall...

2009-07-26T03:14:00.000-07:00

hey everyone...sowie for not updating my blog for soo long time cuz of my computer spoilt and the internet not no connection...so today i will blog a long3 one that i had spent my time for the past few week...
firstly school...the first day school reopen was like on the 6 july and i was damn freaking lazy to go but must have to due my poor attend for the last term..cuz it was first day of sch reopen,i woke up at 5.30 and it was extremely early for me...but i had time for my breakfast and to use fully makeup...only for that day only...and when i reach sch,i'm happy to meet all my frend again...when it was mrs liow lesson,she gave the new timetable for this term and it was really3 make me so tired...but lucky 2 days school start at 10am and have time to sleep...and now we are having alot of project and need to submit on the day...arrgghh....i left another 2 months for attachment...i wonder what company mrs liow giving me??i hope i can get isetan cuz i work at isetan as promoter for 8 months...i hope mrs liow would put me aT isetan...
secondly boyfie...i been with him for almost 7 months and we had changed alot...but mostly in which relationship did not fight right...???i always fight with him when he start do the old stuff that i even dont like it...but he say only that he want to did it again to see how much i love him and care about him...every single day and every second of the time,i will alwyas miss him and my love towards him was very strong in each single day...i will always miss him and only him and no other guys...i promise to myself aready that i must be honest and truthfully to him everyday...i love you soo much muhd hamballe bin muhd eusope...
thirdly bestie...i love my gf so much because they will alwayss be with me whenever i need them...i thanks alot to her for being with me for mostly 12 years thru thin and thick together that we had been...no0w i cant wait for the end of this month to watch jangan pandang congkak with my 3 dearest bestie...must took alot of pic with them...

2009-07-07T01:30:00.000-07:00

hey...sowie been not update my blog for a long time....i been sick and tired since i came back holiday last month on the 22 june...i went to KL and Genting with my family and my cousin...it was damn exciting n it been a long time i didnt went to genting for how many years...now at genting change alot and more game that have...than went shopping at petaling street and masjid india...it was fucking crowded and irratating person at there...i was so happy because i get the wallet that i aiming for a long time n i bought it time square...

2009-06-16T09:38:00.000-07:00

we go lalalalalala n we go blablablablabla....hehehehehe.....

The day that i was waiting for is finally go on and i'm soo fucking happy....at last i went out with my 2 ladies that been loved for more than 10 years....it been soo long i hangout like this together and enjoy the moment together...jusz now went to bugis for shopping but not much choices that i like...but before that,at bus we 3 plan of goin KARAOKE...it been a long3 time seh didnt go karaoke n we go...i feel like YAHOO....at last can lalalala and blablabla...hehehe....but i really enjoy the moment today...it was absoblutely plan was just correct...weeeee.....

2009-06-13T21:22:00.000-07:00

sorry for not updating my blog....at last my exam is over n now is holiday...damn good but need to work...that really make me more lazy when time for work..aarrggghhh....been meeting kika,sheeqen,lid,ruzaini n kwn mat last friday...we all like crazy hell people play taitee...we girls support each other and the boys always lose by us...hahahahaha....but i really enjoying that time n know what,my $20 lost like that when me,kika n lid goin to tamp mart mac....i was fucking angry and so careless by putting that money on my hp pouch.....but it ohkay la just my really bad luck day on that day....
Than yesterday,me n fad meet at tamp interchange n took bus 969 to admiralty to shabby crib...she ask to meet at 12 but we reach almost 1308...haha..but we are not that late ohkay....than me,fad,her n her parents went to east coast..we took bus 966 from woodland interchange n stop infront of the parkway parade...it was really fun today n i really enjoy my day today...i really wanna that more outdoor activity with my frend...but her parents we planning on the 27 wanna overnight at east coast but i cant confirm with them because i need to ask my parents n my first brother...because on that day,suppose goin to bali but i didnt want to go due my school is reopen soon on the 6 july...
And lastly i miss muhd hamballee bin eusope soo much...

2009-06-02T09:29:00.000-07:00

sowie frend been not updating my blog...been busy with my skull and work la...been tiring all day...kkkk....this week is exam week and i soo stress up with the subject that i weak is the most is ses and reo...like hell the paper yesterday...i got leave about 3 queston blank and i lost 15 marks like that..aarrgghhh....after paper yesterday,me,katrina n fad go to j8 go and eat at mcdonald...than when we reach n find a place,katrina mom came...we eat n talk3 all the way until 2...after that accompany her to buy levis jeans at j8 with her mom n fad also....than ard 3,we all when back home...me and fad took bus 59 to tampines...the journey is one hour and me n fad having a nice chitchat at bus about her...(u should know babe)hehehe....than when i arrive tampines afgan,i meet my new friend faiz...we walk all the way from tampines to simei..after that we sat down under the void deck and chitchat until 7.30 we went off home.....

than just now having crn paper...at last i study and still i leave blanks also..=((....but at least i can do it my crn paper...after that me and katrina went to our normal place to smoke...to realise our stress...after that went to bodyshop teman her n went straight home...when i reach home,my parents n the kids havent reach yet home so i went straight to my room n have a nap for 2 hours before meeting him...i meet him at 4.30 under my void deck n he vbroom to plaza singapura to watch movie at 18.50...we watch terminator salvator n i like the movie soo much...before the movie start,we ate at kfc n we when shopping for a while before the show start...he bought for me the couple ring and a roxy wallet...i was shock n excited so much...thanks hubby for the ring...after that we go watch the movie...when the movie is over,we have our dinner at simpang bedok with his friend...i was happy because he the first guy in my life who bought me a couple ring and wear it for me at there...isint it cute..??hehehe...after having dinner,we went bck hme...i reach hme about 11.30...than aini was at my place...n lastly i want to eat swensens ice cream..when can we have it hubby...???

2009-05-29T13:06:00.000-07:00

Sowie fren not been login to my blog long time because busy with schooling n working...i'm been tiring this day because of just started working...hmmm..

Come now with my fren...me,kika n shiqin went to karaoke last 3 days...it was awesome n i really enjoying with them soo much...we sing2 until we are tired..but mostly kika was very upset cuz she so sick la...next time before go karaoke,drink alot of mineral water k kika...can3!!hahaha...than yesterday,meet my 3 beautiful ladies,lid,kika n shiqin at tamp...supposely i was studying but in the end i'm not because of kika n lid dancing....they dance2 until they get the steps n video it...it was damn super lawa ah korg joget...can i join also??may i plse2...???

Come now to my school...aarrgghh...i'm so stress with my school...i hate myself alot...this coming 1 june my exam la...i'm been lacking with my studies all this while...i'm not been not in school on time n came late for 2 days...lucky on thurs,katrina call my house n woke me up...if not i will have a nice sleep until 11am...hehehe...thanks to her n that day was last revision on REO...damn shit ahh...need to backup alot seh...haiz...wish me luck my fren for my this monday paper...

Come now to my boyfrend...i just meet him last tuesday..we watch movie at plaza singapura n we watch star trek...i tod of wanted to watch angles & demons but he dont want to watch it...so sad lor..i miss it again to watch my movie :(...but still i enjoy watching star trek also.hehe....n we of planing to watch terminator this coming tueday...cant wait la seh to watch that movie...aft that we have our dinner at new hawa at onan road with his frend n his brother...

2009-05-21T10:24:00.000-07:00

I been trying to cut down on smoking but i cant...when i had no ciggy with me,i feel so different without it even one first...i been to addicted smoking because i been so tiring and stress up...i'm happy that he is back with me...when he ask for a break last 2 days,i feel so useless and i cant move on without him in my life...in the 3 days,i been crying,moody,stress and lazying around...it my mistake to do that to you but i got a reason why...i just want to let you know what u are doing behind me all this while...even u ask sorry alot of time from me,i will always forgive you...i glad that you still do love me and now i'm so happy back to have you in my life...thanks hubby...i will always love you no matter what happen to u or me or between us...(291208)...

Been slacking around with my babygerl for the past last 2 weeks...i was so happy whenever i with them..they are always there for me whenever i need to talk with...but mostly,i thanks alot to kika and dhyl for all the years that we build our friendship since we were kids...i will always remember you girls always...but also shiqin,lid n yaya also my best girlfriend since secondary school...they will always my best girlfriend...

And lastly school been to tired and tired...but still i need to attend because i been slacking with my studies last month cuz of alot of absent...shabby advise me alot to concentrate on my study and should attend to school..she is one of my bestfriend that i never had...i had promise her that i will improve on my studies and will attend school however what i'm facing...thanks babe for being with me...i treasure you alot...you are one of my bestfriend n thanks for being one of it...and now i need to study hard and to show my family that i can do better that what they say to me...and my final paper is coming soon..less than 2 weeks to go...aarrgghh...need to study hard...so wish me goodluck for my paper coming yaw...

2009-05-17T10:27:00.000-07:00

AArrGGhhh.....been soo stress up...i went back to school and i so happy to meet my frends n i miss alot of my studies...soo i need to catch up with my studies...n nowdays i been stress with him...he always give me attitude n we always quarrell every single day...but still,i dont know why i love u soo much...but you make me cry all night and worry always about you...have you enough of hurting me???you always like to say that you are useless and useless again and again...and now i really regret together back with you...but even when i down always,there is always my bestfriend will be there for me to move on and make me always..so i will update my blog soon k...need to study because exam is coming soon...less than 2 weeks to go..!!!!

2009-05-09T01:42:00.000-07:00

My life without you,i'm so useless and it over...when i know u and be with you,u give me strength to move on and ask me to study hard...you are the one that who show me to make the right path and teach me to respect with my family and friends...you are the one give me loves and smile on my face always...you are the one who cares about me the most and by my side when i sick or down...you are the one who always support me with whatever i do...u are my everything...i dont ask anything from you...i just ask from u is love and care from u...i just want to be with u every single day...you are my one and only and no one can replace you in my heart...i just want to be with you forever...just really cant tell that how much you mean to me and how much i really love you soo much...just that my heart is belong to you and only you...i will always love you forever...

That was long2 picture..zaman secondary dikatakan...hahaha...just that i miss the moment together with them..taking neoprint,hanout,chichat and lepak under void deck after school...how i wish i cn turn back the time...without them,i cant stand strong until now...even we didnt meet up always,but still they are my bestfriend forever....i miss you all so much...

2009-05-04T05:42:00.000-07:00

everyday i was been stress...i cant take it anymore what that happen to me...i'm to stress up with my life and i cant take it anymore...everything had happen so fast and he ask broke up with me...i damn confused and i cant believe what he doin towards me...i'm confused and i feel like killing myself...from now,he not goin to care about me and everything is gone...all gone and my life is to complicated...i cant move on now...now i cant think anything what to do...now my hope is all gone...i cant concentrate with my studies...he the one who give me confident,hope n smile in my face when he send me to school during the first day and when he send me...i miss the time together with him...i just want him back to my life cuz he is the one that i really love with n he is my everthing that i want to spend time with...but now is all gone n hancur...i cant move on now...i really miss u alot n love u deeply...=((

2009-04-28T20:35:00.000-07:00

hey peepz...sowie for not updating my blog since i so busy with studies and my project work...i been stress up with everything what i do and i been so damn tired with my school and housework...since mom been sick,i became the wife in the house by doing all the housework like hell....aaaarrrggghhhhhh....but when i was stress up,there will always someone who always beside me to make me happy and smile always with what type of jokes or funny face and their nonsense talk....they are my everything and my percious people and i treasure them alot...thanks alot to all that make my day...=))
since i give him a chance to chance within a month,he chance alot for me...he's not the one that i knew him since the first day we been together...i was proud with him and i trust him alot...
i will update my blo soon k babes...=)))

2009-04-17T08:41:00.000-07:00

yesterday was damn very enjoying day of my lyfe...earily morning baby call me and he say that he send me to school...i was so happy cuz it been 2 weeks i didnt meet him...i miss u lyke hell hubby...thanks for sending me to school yesterday dear...when i reach school,i was totally worried with my mother at home...she broke her left hand and so i that make me totally worried so much about her at home with the energentic 2 kids...aft school,i went straight home to cook and wash dirty clothes...it was damn so tired and damn hot weather...that make me more lazy to do housework will sweating alot...after i done all my housework and feed the kids,i get ready and went out to karaoke with my gf at pwincess....the place is quite nice and soo scary la seh and lastly that we get an hour free....hahahahaha...after that went straight home...aini n fyqa was at my place...after a long chat with them and my sister,i send them back of to bustop...after that i have a nice chitchat with my baby for long hours..."baby,i know sometimes u hurt me n busy with ur working but i understand u well...but sometimes it unfair to me cuz u didnt understand me well...but i didnt take it to heart dear...but still,my love to you is very strong...n lastly i cant wait to meet u tomorrw...i wanna hug u until i heard u say to me i love you..."

2009-04-15T06:17:00.000-07:00

It been so tiring since school reopen last monday...It was so sux cuz it was april intake for 'O' level study...I saw 2 bitch from my ex sch mate in my school...When school start it start with programme test...SHIT2!!!!I hate test the most...And i miss my baby gal soo much...And lastly,yesterday was so tiring...So damn tiring yesterday and i almost wanted to fainted...It been long tme i didnt exercise and yeterday was very tuff for me...AARRRGGGHHHHH........
And mostly i cant wait for tomorrw with my baby gal to KARAOKE....CUZ I MISS THEM LA SEH....=)))

A Big Fight With Hym. . .

2009-04-12T02:20:00.001-07:00

Do u know how much i really love you...and do u know how much i care towards u....???i have given u everything what u want...but why u say that i didn't love u and care about u....???only god know how i feel...i really do love because u the only person that i have...everytime when we got into fight,i always cry at night...In all my life,i didn't cry before just for a guy but why all the sudden i cry for u...???Am i madly in love with u baby or are you the one for me...???But that night was a totally a big fight between us...Why you say that i am always didn't respect you and always play behind your back...???I'm not that type of girl that u think of about me...I had really2 enough of this all...now i want you to realise what is your mistake towards me...i want you to think what you have done towards me...but i goin to give you a last chance for u...if you really do love me too,we start all over again from the day we been together....!!!!because i dont repeat my biggest mistake that i have done if before...and lastly i dont want our relationship end like this...