Everythings getting more complicated evey each day...and getting me more upset cuz this coming sunday is hari raya aidilfitri....i need to ask forgiveness to my parents because i had do alot of mistake to them...espically my mother that who understand me always than my father...After that to my siblings,my cousins and my dearest friends that i hurt them alots...i gonna starting crying before asking forgiveness from them...but sometimes i do enjoy duringhari raya...but this year,i felt that i didnt celebrate hari raya cuz due to my attachment after one week of raya...i hope that my gf and bf understand y i didnt follow them for hari raya...i sowie k frends...next year we still can go ryte...